Just spent an evening fool of laugh and inside jokes with my two friends from medical academy - ones who decided to move to Moscow and to start a new life here too. As usual we started to share things that inspire us and help us to get through the hardest days. Katya told me about David Bowie’s song I never paid attention to - “5:15 Angels Have Gone”. On my way home I put it on repeat and couldn’t stop listening to it. It is 15 years old, but sounds so modern jazz you couldn’t believe it was written years ago. It’s refrain feels like the boy you are in love with pushes you to the wall and kisses hard. David Bowie is still my absolutely favorite one, and still my greatest loss. I couldn’t believe that I will never see him on stage, it was my lifetime biggest dream, and since I started to work at 15 I had left of money for his concert. That was my stock to go to his concert in absolutely every place in the world. I still have this money, cause I can’t imagine a right way to spend it. For such a big fan as me it is hard to find his song I don’t know, but sometimes (like today) it happens, and this is one thing I love Bowie for: he is dead, but still amazes me.